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Dont really remember the last time i updated ..... but yeah im kinda just using this to write and get shit off my chest ya know?
* anywayz this week and last week have been really shitty. Yeah i know compared to half the world my problems are a spec of dust .... but it still sucks.
~ I want to just stop worrying .... if only i had done the right thing friday afternoon none of this would have happned. Maybe this isnt my fault ... but i shure as hell feel like it is. But .... Just .... i want to know everything is ok ....
~ I have to fucking go to saturday school 2morrow .... fuck this shit. Im so pissed off, ok so i was half a minute late for math whopdee fucking doo why should i serve a responsibility hour? Yeah i know if i would have just served it i wouldnt have to go in the morning but fuck it .... i guess id rather go then get suspended? Well no id rather be suspended for 3 dayz i hate school anywayz so it wouldnt matter to me but i dont want my car taken away so whatever i guess?
~ Work has been really good .... i really like the people i work with ... yeah shure things can get annoying but besides that i love it. And i mean those few i dont like .... ill deal with ya know?
~ Me and alex are doing good. I wont even go into what happned yesterday, i just wanna forget it ever happned, and hope to g-d it never happens again. * Sometimes it all feels like a dream *
Well i guess this is it for tonight im not really in the best mood .....
* I hope your ok .... but then again i know that you are fine, and you know what your doing...right? *
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Wellllll i re-arranged my room, but hey whats new right? Lol scotter helped me, oh man that kid makes me laugh! haha
* ummm so whats been up lately? Well i am working at DQ (over on 12 mile across from hartfields) so come visit me :) .... Its actually alot of fun and my managers rock! lol and im in love with there little boy! lol ok petifilish i kno....Ummm
** i feel like im becoming way more like on my own? I mean yea now im hanging out with a bunch of other people and i go out alot more now .... but i kinda miss my old friends, it really sucks....but hey i love ALL OF YOU!!!
*** ummmm boyz suck? lol yea they do, but theres nothing that can be done right...? i dont know ...
Ok well im kinda starting to rambal on and on about jack shit plus i feel sick so ha im goin to bed :)
*mwahz*
<3 i love you alex <3
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STARTERS
+ date: Tuesday...4-5-05
+ time: 6:21 pm
+ name: Sammy
+ age: 16
+ birthday: november 19th
+ school: Berkley! haha
+ e-mail: you should know
BASIC
+ eyes: Blue, but according to some they are green?
+ hair: lol i dont know...i guess its brown with blondish kinda reddish higlights??
+ height: 5'6
+ shoe size: 9 or 10ish
+ who lives with you: my mommy and my brother
+ when is your bedtime?: lol lets see.....anywhere between 8pm and 1am
HAVE YOU EVER...
+ flown on a plane: Yeuppers
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: lol .. um no i dont think so
+ missed school because it was raining: ha i wish
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yes i have...
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: lol my finger but it wasnt "on fire"
+ had a crush on a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend: actually...no
+ been hurt emotionally: Honestly...i dont think your human if you havent been
+ kept a secret from everyone:Yea i guess you could say that
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: ok ok you caught me
+ cried during a movie: Uh huh ... but i rarely do anymore, dunno why
+ been on stage: Um, yea middle school band concerts haha
+ cut your hair: my own hair? lol no but i cut my friends bangs when we were like 4
+ had a crush on a teacher: lol naw
FAVORITE
+ shampoo: Herbal Essence
+ fave colour: blue
+ day or night: night
+ summer or winter: spring and fall
+ lace or satin: how about fleece?
+ fave movies: notebook..legends of the fall..those are two of the many
+ fav drink: captains and vernors...lol
+ person to talk to face to face: It depends on the situation
+ person to talk to on the phone: Linny
+ person to talk to online: lol alex or scottie maybe?
RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...
+ wearing: black fleece pants and a green tank top
+ eating: nothing at the moment...
+ drinking: nothing
+ listening to: tim mcgraw
DO YOU BELIVE IN...
+ yourself: not really
+ your friends: do i believe in them yes....
+ santa claus: Um duh!! what are you trying to say here huh huh huh???
+ tooth fairy: i want to have her job! then id be rich rich rich
+ destiny/fate: Sometimes i do
+ angels: yea..my friends
+ ghosts: not really
+ UFO's: duh! mark the alien!
FRIENDS & LIFE
+ do you ever wish you had another name?: Ya sometimes...but then again i like my name
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: uh huh
+ do you like anyone?: lol yes ^
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you?: ask anyone and theyll prolly say linny lol
+ which friend have you known the longest?: wow..scottie and hayler
+ are you close to any family members?: my mom
+ who do you hang around the most?: alex linny lysser kelly alicia...
+ worst feeling: rejection
OTHERS
+ Keep a diary?: no way
+ Like to cook?: cookies cupcakes and bday cakes :)
+ Fold your underwear?: ahah no theres to many
+ Talk in your sleep?: of course!
+ Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: yea right? no
+ Bite your fingernails?: no never...not me
+ Believe in love?: do i believe in love? I mean yea i do but then again its confusing.
LAST...
+ Movie you rented?: wow...umm i dont remember
+ Movie you bought?: havent bought a movie in forever
+ Movie you watched?: Odd one out
+ Song you listened to?: stays in mexico
+ Song that was stuck in your head?: home wrecker
+ Song you've downloaded?: lol backstreet boys!!!
+ CD you bought?: that was a long ass time ago
+ CD you listened to?: yellowcard
+ Person you've called?: i think alex
+ Person that's called you?: scotter
+ TV show you've watched?: fairly oddparents
+ person you were thinking of?: i dont know
DO...
+ You wish you could live somewhere else?: yea .. how about florida? yes sounds good!
+ Others find you attractive?: i dont think i am...but ya other people do
+ You want more piercings?: yesss i do!
+ You want more tattoos?: dont have any...evetually i would like one
+ You drink?: oh man...hot damn is the shit! lol
+ do drugs?: no
+ You smoke?: have
+ You like cleaning?: when im bored or reallly bouncing off the walls...lol dont ask
+ You like roller coasters?: actually not really
+ You write in cursive or print?: i kind of put it all together
HAVE YOU...
+ Ever cried over a boy/girl?: Uh huh
+ Ever lied to someone?: yea...
+ Ever been in a fist fight?: Lol, not a "real" one
+ Ever been arrested?: haha no
NUMBER
+ Of times I have been in love?: once? maybe....
+ Of times I have had my heart broken?: three
+ Of hearts I have broken?: one or 2?
+ Of girls I have kissed?: cant count that high. lol no none
+ Of boys I have kissed?: six?
+ Of people I consider my enemies?: i dont really have enemies
+ Of CDs that I own?: Lots
+ Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Once..that was for my bat-mitzvah
+ Of things in my past that I regret?: theres alot of things
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Sooo me and jenny left from florida friday morning at 8 (traffic was a bitch so we didnt get to atlanta until fuckin 9:30 that nite!) then we left at 4 this morning and we were home by 3 this afternoon!
Me and jenny both went into this thinking mmm is this really gonna be fun? i mean a 21 yr. old and a 16 yr. old? Wow did we get a slap in the face.......personally i dont think i have ever seriously had that much fun! And me and jenny are closer then ever now....shes for shure an awesome sister!
Man i wish i could write everything that went on.....but first of all it would take me 100 million pages to write it all....and second not all of it needs to be said. Lol Altho i will say that within a week me and jenny managed to meet 11 new people (all boyz of course hah) but if u want to know about that we can talk sometime! Im so fucking dark and im sooooooo happy! I love my mom soooo much for letting me go and i charish jenny for taking me...well going with me. Oh by the way do i look 21? Hmmmm well the bartender at our hotel thought i was 23? anddd i got when people found out i was really 16 they didnt believe me....lol it was fun! Buttttt once again i am not going to spill out my whole trip ALTHO i really want to.....hehe!!
* Man as much fun as i had im so glad im home ... i missed my puppies sooo much and my own bed! Well ill bring pictures to school soooo u can see if ud like
Never thought i could say this....buttt lol im so sick of backstreet boyz and country!!!! its gonna be rap and rock (or crying music as scott would call it) for awhile haha
~ Missed my gurlz!..u kno exactly who u r ~
¿What happens in florida.....stays in florida?
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I figured that id update since i havent in forever and since i am leaving thurs. morning for florida!!! Oh yeaaa what now!?!?!?
* honestly tho these past few dayz have been fucking horrible. I dont think ive cried this much since...since i dont even remember, yea shure its nice to have a good cry once in awhile but not everyday for 4 dayz straight ya know? blah........
Hopefully this week and a half in florida will do me some good......? Sun, beach, boyz, drinks....i mean isnt that all a 16 yr. old chick needs for spring break? haha yea thats what im talking bout :)
* yes i will miss u all...and while im laying on the beach watching the hot boyz walk down the beach i will think of you all and how you are sitting at home in the cold! Ok just kidding thats mean...ill take lots of pictures tho and bring the sun and the sand back home with me kk??
* mwahz *
sammy k
I <3 u alex
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Stole this from my lysser
[x]they call me: sammy
[x] sex: female
[x] birthday: november 19th
[x] occupation: mmm not at the moment except for babysittin
fast forward
[x] college planning to go to: no idea
[x] future resident of: somewhere not here
[x] wedding: hopefully a beach
[x] children: 2 or 4?
right now
[x] feeling: TIRED, sad, depressed, dirty(lol dont ask) and lots more
[x] listening: to the tv (law and order)
[x] doing: this survey and watchin law and order
[x] talking to: no body :(
[x] craving: food...my loser boyfriend lol
[x] thinking of: how i screw up everything...
[x] hating: myself for alot at the moment
love
[x] love is: very delicate and hard to forget
[x] first love: its hard to say...
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] true or false: tralse? (hehe get it true and false lol ya im a loser)
[x] turn-ons: blue eyes...amazing smile...dimples...lol looots more
[x] what kinda hair style?: w/e just not like really nasty long
[x] turn offs: people who smoke....wait just kiddin im datin a complete pot head!
[x] are you the type of person to ask for numbers?: umm probably not?
micellaneous
[x] can you swim?: yeuuppers
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: lol umm dunno
[x] what are you scared of?: death..being alone..
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: uhhh...
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: the roof on top of my house?
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yuckers
[x] how many TVs in the house?: five
[x] how many phones in the house?: three
[x] how many residents?: three
your looks
[x] hair color: darkish brown (altho there is still a red tint to it)
[x] eye color?: blue
[x] height: 5'6?
[x] do you wear contacts or glasses?: nopers
[x] do you have any piercings?: ears and belly button
[x] how are you today?: tired...and i wont get into the rest
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: my paul frank pj pants
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: its down in that little half pony thingy ya kno?
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? uhh alex i believe
[x] last dream you can remember?: lol i have to many retarted dreams
[x] what time is it?: 9:11
more about you
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 9355 .. 7996
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: a really pretty blue
[x] what's the next cd you are going to buy?: pshh no clue
[x] what is the stupidest thing you've ever done?: haha are you kidding me?
[x] if you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: honestly i wanna lose weight .. i kno ok dont yell at me
[x] where do you shop the most?: target..american eagle
[x] do you have your own phone line?: cell phone count?
[x] do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no but i do sleep with my blankie :)
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: yeppers
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: anyone that was in them or i kno would laugh at 'em
your favorites
[x] color: blue!
[x] food: grilled cheese....pb and j
[x] sport: hockey..basketball
[x] number: 33 19
[x] board game: sorry!!!
[x] saying: suck my dick? orrr cut it out?
have you ever
[x] wanted to kill someone?: haha id have to say so yes
[x] broke the law?: no never not me im a good girl
[x] ran from the cops?: lol not yet...jk no
[x] tried to kill yourself?: no
[x] made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: who hasnt?
firsts
[x] first kiss: bleh danny
[x] first job: i guess just babysittin
[x] first enemy: lol dunno
FINISH THE SENTENCE
1) I am a(n)...hyper active person
2) My ex-boy/girlfriend was........
3) I'm just...confizzled
4) Maybe I should...stop analyzing everything
5) I love...alex, well i think?
6) Joe is...a fun name..but not as fun as carl :)
7) I'm looking for...a real guy..the answers to life
8) I don't understand...life in itself
9) I lost my...everything
10) My boy/girlfriend is...the biggest dork! lol jk amazing!
11) In darkness, I...think about lots
12) Why do I...analyze everything to death?
13) Is there such a thing as......a promise?
14) Do......things happen for a purpose?
15) People say I'm...funny?
16) Love is...confusing as hell
17) You make me wanna...laugh
18) Somewhere, someone is...worse off then me
19) Is it true that....
20) I will always...my friends and family
21) Forever is...a very long time
22) I never want to...grow up, i wanna be a little kid forever!
* welll my mother is a crack whore ... my brother just said he is naming his first daughter 'cookie'... and i was supposadly a complete retard when i was little? haha what the hell is this? *
~ mwahz ~
Sammy K
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Ok lets see if the decides to actually let me update today.....
ok i got bored....forgive me
First best friend: anthony he was also my first "b/f"
First car: my chevy tracker :)
First real kiss: Uhh grosss danny
First break-up: prolly matt
First screen name: blumonkee88
First self purchased album: uhh lol prolly like spice girls?
First funeral: my great grandma
First pets: brandy and tasha (doggies)
First piercing/tattoo: my ears(1st hole) i was 4....my 2nd hole and cartiledge the beginning of junior year and my belly button about a month ago?
First credit card: dont got one...never have
First true love: ooo...i dont kno bout this
First enemy: probably molly...but then again we went off and on being "enemies" for like 8 years
First big trip: when i was 8 i think? went to disney world for my bday
Last cigarette: months ago
Last car ride: like 2 hours ago on my way home from alex's
Last kiss: hm...real kiss? lol like 2 hours ago
Last good cry: o wow i havent had one of those in 4ever....
Last library book checked out: no freakin clue...it was prolly in like elementary skool
Last movie seen: me and linny watched mean girls earlier
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: mm snickers :)
Last crush: alex ;)
Last phone call: about an hour ago
Last time showered: last nite
Last shoes worn: my 'roos'
Last item bought: gas for my car!
Last annoyance: lol lots!
Last time wanting to die: ......
Last time scolded: uhh dunno?
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. Who are your good friends? umm definetly lots! id name em all but i wouldnt want to accidently forget someone :(
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? american eagle...
02. any tattoos or piercings? 2 in both ears and my belly button
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? fuck no that shit is retarted
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? kerastase
03. what are you most scared of? dying
04. what are you listening to right now? im watching love and basketball
05. where do you want to get married? a beach...
06. how many buddies are online right now? 35
07. what would you change about yourself? im not gettin into that
c u r r e n t
clothes: pink tank top....blue and yellow socks...and my hollister jeans
music: at the moment none
make-up: eyeliner....mascara
annoyance: wow....lots
smell: nail polish
favorite artist: lots
desktop picture: A collage of andy roddick pics :)
book you're reading: im not
cd in player: um i dont believe there is one
dvd in player: family guy
color of toenails: bright pink heheh
ok well thats my update for today...maybe ill actually write about something another day
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~ What if i told you that i hated what you did? Would you quit for me? Or would you say screw it and forget me..forget us?.....What would you do if i told you i was leaving if you didnt stop? What would your reaction be then?....What if i told you that its all i ever thought about...and it makes me think things that i dont want to think about...Maybe its stupid..but i dont know anymore. How about you tell me for once? Tell me how you would feel if we switched places and you felt the way i do? Tell me what you would do then? Would you leave....is that what i should do? Am i stupid for staying?....I knew letting myself fall this fast would end in a confused situation...but then again...i knew youd make me happy, and in that, ive been right all along.
** What if you went through life not knowing reality from dreaming? Im not shure a person could honestly go through life that way...but sometimes thats how i feel it is....I miss my friends, i miss having movie nights and sleepovers like every other weekend with my girls. I wish i could be little again..elementary school little....thats when boys still had cooties and girls chase boys and vise versa was the only thing people ever got "hurt" over....There wasnt the need to be a certain way...look or act a certain way...no one cared back then if you were in the "popular" clique....Everyone seemed to have it all together then, we could do what we wanted and no one would yell at us....grades, 4.0, college, ACT's, none of that was a top priority.....all we needed was long division, coloring inside the lines, and the alphabet.......Do you know what i would give to have those times back again?
~ If life was like the movies, it seems like everything would be better. You could tell people things and then somehow everything would work out and be ok.....because thats just how it goes...life always seems to end as a "happily ever after" thing on camera........
** Ok call me a dork..a loser.. lol whatever you want but i was thinking earlier while i was watching fairly oddparents (ya i know whats new right?) but come on now...think about it to have fairy g-d paretns could make life so much easier sometimes. And i mean how cool would it be just to have some flying green and pink haired people around to grant your every wish? Whether it be i wish i was a rabbit or i wish no one cared about the way you looked....
~ I know most of you dont say shit about it....but i hate that there are some people who are just like yea i mean i dont want to dis you but you could do better? Or your to good for him....Or there is so much more out there for you .... Why the hell does anyone care? He makes me happy, he makes me feel so good about myself, so why is it that everyone wants to give me shit about being with him? I dont care if you think "i could do better" wtf? keep it to yourself, im happy ok? Cant you for once just deal with it? Keep your fucking opinions to yourself and leave me alone about it. I know you guyz think your joking around but after awhile it really hurts....Because whether you see it or not...but putting someone down that im that close to your hurting me too.....And whether it be my boyfriend or a good friend it still hurts the same way......
¿ Look guyz everyone has been telling me that ive been really different lately.....and ok ill admit that i still dont really see how...and no one seems to be able to explain it to me....but im sorry if ive hurt anyone, im really confused with alot of shit....I really miss you guyz (i hope you know who you are) i feel like we never talk anymore and i feel like sometimes were not friends...i hate that feeling. I hate knowing that ive hurt any of you it makes me feel really bad...i know i know sorry is never enough and i cant sit here and tell you "o i promise ill change" because ... well i mean i cant promise that? i dont really think anyone can......All i know is that i love you guyz to death and you mean the world to me....if i didnt have you i dont know what id do? lol who would i complain to? Who could i rip on just for the hell of it? Who would be there to laugh at me when i tripped on a stick? If it does anything.....Im sorry for everything....
♫ That felt really good....i just needed to get all that out.... ♫
*~* xoxoxo *~*
sammy
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I lived next door to you:
» I told you I was moving:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Manners:
Just Some Questions
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you spend a day with me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I lovable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
Ok heres your chance to answer everything about me completly HONEST so lay it out and dont hold anything back. You can leave it anoymous i dont care
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Sometimes i feel like im the only one trying to make any of this shit work out........i try so hard so that i dont lose anyone but being 2 places at once..its not easy so why do you act like i have to make it work?
Ive pretty much lost you all once again.....and yea i have friends but its not the same....the people i grew up with, the ones that kno me inside and out...those are the people that are gone and i wish would come back.........but i wont sit here and act like the friends i have are bad because there NOT AT ALL there amazing....you guyz are alwayz there when i want to talk and need to cry or ask stupid questions, i honestly dont know what i would do if i didnt have any of you.
Maybe im wrong....maybe i havent really lost you all but thats how it feels....
** What happens when your in~between to totally completly different worlds? Can you bring those two together or is it a complete lost cause?
lol and on a happier note......6 dayz till break!!! yaaa buddy :)
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Have you ever had something so perfect, something that in every way makes you feel as if you are on top of the world...something that makes you feel so good about yourself you never wanna leave.
* Everyone says that no one and nothing can be perfect but for a moment i thought i had proved everyone wrong. I found something perfect in every way, there was nothing wrong at all....but "nothings perfect" And then i realized that, that one little flaw slipped its way in there ... and all though i kne it was there i look over it because i want it to dissapear. But for some reason this small flaw has turned into something so much bigger that its hard to let it just pass over you.........
* Now how do you look at this perfect thing...perfect person and let this one small thing ruin it all? You cant....but what if you have to what if you need to fix things? How can you? Im left in the clueless now, maybe im overreacting? who knos...but right now i think anything that anyone says will help me out alot.
** im so lost in a ton of shit right now...i feel like im a completly different person and im shure its not only me that notices.....honestly guyz dish it out to me...lay it on me...tell me whatever you want...
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Series 1-8 | Created by andy and taken 13423 times on bzoink! | | [ series 1 ] | | Name | Sammy | | Birthday | November 19 | | Birthplace | Oregon | | Current Location | Huntington Woods | | Eye Color | blue (wait jk alex says there greyish/greenish) | | Hair Color | now its reddish | | Righty or Lefty | righty | | Zodiac Sign | scorpio | | Font | mmmmm? | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 2 - your favorite ] | | Music | everything pretty much | | Cartoon | fairly oddparents | | Color | blue | | Car | mustang | | Slushy Flavor | mm idk | | Magazine | teen people | | TV Show | uhhh idk anymore | | Song at the Moment | disco inferno | | Language | english? | | Spice Girl | scary spice? | | Food & Beverage | cherry coke anddd mashed potatoes | | Subject in School | gym!! | | Weekend Activity | anything w/ friends | | Frozen Yogurt | chocolate | | Roller Coaster | whatever? | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 3 - what is ] | | Your most overused phrase | im right (according to alex) | | First thing you thought when you woke up | i have to pee | | Last image/thought you go to sleep with | umm idk | | First feature you notice of opposite sex | smile and eyes | | Best name for a Butler | herman | | Wussiest Sport | uhhhh | | Your best feature | personality (alexs perspective) | | Your greatest fear | death | | Your greatest accomplishment | dont kno | | Your most missed memory | being little | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 4 - you prefer ] | | Pepsi or Coke | pepsi | | McDonald's or Burger King | burger king | | Single or Group Dates | single | | Adidas or Nike | adidas | | Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers | chicken fingers | | Dogs or Cats | dogs | | Rugrats or Doug | doug | | Single or Taken | taken | | Monica or Brandy | monica | | Tupac or Jay-Z | tupac | | Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes | shania twain | | Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea | nestea | | One pillow or Two | try more like 5 | | Chocolate or Vanilla | chocolate | | Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa | hot cocoa? | | Cappucino or Coffee | coffee | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 5 - do you ] | | Shower everyday | no | | Have a crush | yes | | Think you've been in love | maybe | | Want to go to college | eventually | | Like high school | not the education part | | Want to get married | yes eventually | | Type correctly | only for school | | Believe in yourself | not usually | | Have any tattoos? Where | noppers | | Have any piercings? Where | yesss....4 in my ears and my bellybutton | | Get motion sickness | eh depends | | Think you're a health freak | haha yea right!!! | | Get along with your parents | uh huh | | Like thunderstorms | yea actually now i do | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 6 - the future ] | | Age your plan to be married | idk late 20's? no clue | | Number and names of children | hmm maybe 2 or 3....Boys name: Carter Ryan Girls Name: Tyler or Kylie | | Where will you be at age 20 | school | | Dream wedding | onnn a beach.... | | How do you want to die | in my sleep | | Dream job | i dont kno | | Country you'd like to visit | europe, italy | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 7 - opposite sex ] | | Best eye color | definetly blue | | Best hair color | brown...sandy-blondish | | Short or long hair | short | | Best height | taller then me ... 5'8ish and taller | | Best weight | whatever | | Best clothes | uhhh lol i dont really know | | Best first date location | uhhhh | | Best first kiss location | in the rain | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 8 - other ] | | Last time you slept with a stuffed animal | uhh idk...but ive slept w/ my blankie since forever | | Rings before you answer the phone | uhh 2ish? | | What's on your mousepad | baby tigers | | How many houses you've lived in | uhhh 3 maybe? | | How many schools you've gone to | 5? thats including like jew school lol | | Bedroom carpet color | ugly greyish | | Shave your head for $5,000? | woah lol prolly | | Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people | a boat, food, andd...computer? | | Best time of your life so far | hard too say | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
* mwahz *
sammy
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I GOT MY BELLY PIERCED!!!! yay im so excited that my mommy let me go : )
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Just got home from a busy day...well it was busy in the sense that i went and saw like 500 different people within the hours of 3 and 6....but ya kno its straight
* Soo things have been going pretty good lately...yea shure some shit sucks but hey thats life right?.....ok so Mrs. Schultz haha what a joke!!! Did you kno that if you inject cocaine straight into the brain it goes faster then if u were to inject it into your arm? hah yes that is what we learned from her o and i believe at one point we started talking about boyfriends/girlfriends and parents! lol but since theres a couple amazing people (i.e licia, hayl, and mar) makes it all better!! yes im a loser but u all love me!!!
* So hey maybe i shouldnt wear skirts to school anymore since everytime i do people wanna kno how much i am! yea not cool guyz! lol....Mmmmm i think im actually understanding chem now im really excited :) and then i had a math quiz today (60pts.) and i think i actually did really well (atleast i hope) soooo thats exciting to. Mr. Goldberg bugs me, yes i know i said he was awesome but he is just wow....he walks his cat!!! what the frick?? lol it amuses me!!!
* Mmmm went to the wrestling meet with hayl out at lasher tonite it was fun....we were only there for like 2 hours but still it was good, too bad alex didnt break the curse! o well hopefully next time!!!
* Well not like anyone that reads this doesnt already kno...but me and alex(no not from bhs)are together (this weekend is 2 weeks! lol) but i dont wanna jynx anything thats y i dont talk about it to much......
~ Hmmm soooo i think thats it? am i missing anything? if i am let me kno andddddd maybe next time ill add it in....but only if i love u enough!!! jk dawg
Ps....i believe spring break has now been changed to a cruise?? yeaaa budddy! hehe
* mwahz *
sammy
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well its sunday morning (10 am) yea i was up at 9 .... why the hell i was up so early who knows? especially considering that i didnt go to bed until 3 in the morning but hey its all good.
* lets seeeee friday was the swim-a-thon......4 in the afternoon until 12:30 on saturday! haha yea i think i slept maybe 2 hours? and that was between the hours of 5am and 8am. lol yeaaa .... sooo i came home saturday and slept from 12 till 7. At point licia called me and i went at like 8 to her friend alex's and hung out with him licia robby and jeremy. Lol that was fun and i finally got to meet alex ... lets just say the night went very well! except for the fact that we watched the shining lol it was fun tho :)
* sooo yea then i left a little after 12....soo i took alicia home and then got home at like 12:30 and alex called me we talked forrr like 2 hours? hehe it was alll good. Hes such a sweet heart .. lol
* and sooo yea then today maybe hanging out with all them again...and thennn going to see white noise tonite? yea i heard it was scary as fuck but ya know...lol.
hmmm sooo yea i guess the sayings rite....good things come to those who wait ... :)
*mwahz*
sammy
Ps...ash bash got me completly obsessed with keith urban! lol
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FUCKKK i also had this g-d damn 380 survey question thing filled out buttttt it got deleted ggrrrr!
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kinda tired kinda bored but hell its all gravy babyyyy....
lol sooo me and ash bash drove around for about a half hour (welllll i lied we went to starbucks at one point for like 10 minutes) lol we pretty much just drove around and talked about stupid boys lol it was fun. We also talked about sleep walking and fuckin weird ass dreams lol. o wait anddddd talking in our sleep hahaha o wow that grl cracks me up.
Lets seeeeeee break was good saw like 3 or 4 movies? the aviator, oceans 12, meet the fockers, series of unfortunate events anddddd i watched life as a house with lysser! new years was fun....had my girlies over and had some guyz here too butttt it was fun lol im glad ive become closer with alot of people its nice. Ummmmmmmmm lets see what else i pretty much slept all weekend and other then that dreaded the fact that we had to start school today lol it wasnt that bad tho i guess. Im thinking about dressing like a slut 2morrow.....opinions? anyone? anyone at all? lol
mmmm mine and ash bash's "molecule" is a fucking disaster. lol we thought it was all good and sturdy and we were all excited that it was done butttt JUST KIDDING its in like 5 million pieces (well not literally but hey u got it right? ok good) Wellllll im not shure i have much else to right? soooooooo talk to yall later.
*mwahzzz*
sammy
~ o ps mexico with the madre and a 16 yr. old hottie and his friends orrrrrr road trip to florida with jenny???? ~
by the way my mood is calm.....let me just say that u will never see that again!
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yea what a suprise i know...im actually updating this stupid thing....so yea i prolly wont be updating to much anymore since my life isnt that interesting but whatever.
~ Anywayz i guess alot has been going on over break and ive thought about alot of shit and theres just so much that needs to get out rite now.......Recently ive been thinking about someone that i shouldnt be thinking of. I mean i guess it doesnt matter but i dont know....i mean it took me so long to just get past him and then when i finally did i would still cry and what not when i thought about him.....but now whenever he crosses my thoughts....somehow i dont care. Well obviously i care since i think about him but its not a big deal anymore and im glad for that sometimes i wanna just be friends with him cause in ways i still miss him being around and what not...but i dont know i guess things happen for a reason right?
~ Have any of u ever seen the movie 'Life as a House'? Welll lysser came over tonite and she had broughten it sooo we watched it. Anywayz i dont usually cry when i see movies (i mean yea i cry at the ocassional movie now and then) but wow was this movie an eye opener. Im not shure how many of u really know about my dad.....but that movie brought so many memories back (not i a bad way at all) but it was kinda nice ... as weird as that may sound it was
~ I cant believe this weekend is already new years....im not shure if im glad it is or i dont know...i think i am glad tho because now i can start over. I know everyone says it but i really am .. i get a blank sheet of paper to make my changes...and for once in my life im going to take that offer and do something with it. As much as i thought this break was not gonna be so great .. its turned out to be really good...ive hung out with lots of people...had some great laughs...good conversations...seen many hot guyz lol...and ive gotten alot of time to just be alone, relax, and think...its been nice.
~ Ive done it before....i let people influence me in the wrong direction and i think im letting it happen again. As much as everyones opinions and advice and what not is most likely right and the best for me...i dont want it. I want to get to know him, hes a sweetheart, and ill never do anything that i dont want to...so why does everyone have to be on my case and make things worse? get more people involved? sometimes i dont get it. I dont know will see what happens.
~ Im feeling you pull away,
'cause letting go isnt easy for me,
But you'll never fly
with someone elses wings.....
~ Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
Because you live,
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
~ Why don't you kiss her,
Why don't you tell her,
Why don't you let her see
the feelings that you hide,
Cuz she'll never know,
If you never show
the way u feel inside....
*~* sometimes letting the tears run from ur eyes is the cure to the pain *~*
*mwah*
sammy
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aightyyy well i got bored and said hey i wanna make a new journal...so yea her it is...at the moment its not much butttt im still working on it soo dont worry!!!
At the moment i think life is going pretty decent...alot has happned and i dont feel like writing it all out sooooo ya know. Anywayz i was looking through florida pictures earlier and wow i realized how much fun we had! I miss you guyz...we had so much fun during that week and we were so close then i just feel like were not close like that anymore and i miss it :( i dont know......
Anyway not really shure what else to write....butttt im around over break sooo if u wanna get together at any point gimme a call or something :)
*mwah*
sammy
10 layers | Created by laydexshy and taken 441 times on bzoink! | | [10 things in your room] | | 1 | bed | | 2 | computer | | 3 | tv | | 4 | dresser | | 5 | dog bed | | 6 | clothes | | 7 | stuffed animals | | 8 | stereo (a shitty one) | | 9 | clothes | | 10 | desk | | [9 things you love] | | 1 | family | | 2 | friends | | 3 | my puppies | | 4 | my cats | | 5 | my car :) | | 6 | helping people who dont have much | | 7 | making others happy | | 8 | food | | 9 | slurpees | | [8 songs you love] | | 1 | where you are | | 2 | 1 2 step | | 3 | go dj | | 4 | oxy cotton | | 5 | mr. mom | | 6 | day before you | | 7 | away from the sun | | 8 | loco | | [7 characterics you like about the other gender] | | 1 | eyes | | 2 | smile | | 3 | facial hair (like a gotee not completly full out beard) | | 4 | sense of humor | | 5 | respectful | | 6 | hugs :) | | 7 | teeth | | [6 things that annoy you] | | 1 | stupid people | | 2 | shitty drivers | | 3 | boys...lol but i still couldnt live without em | | 4 | the fact that my nose is an icecube right now | | 5 | being cold in general | | 6 | teachers! (most of them atleast) | | [5 things your wearing] | | 1 | sweatshirt | | 2 | tshirt | | 3 | sweatpants | | 4 | socks | | 5 | underwear | | [4 of your nicknames] | | 1 | same-wise | | 2 | kaiser-roll | | 3 | sammy | | 4 | sam | | [3 words to describe you] | | 1 | amusing? | | 2 | friendly? | | 3 | sarcastic? | | [2 clothes brand you wear] | | 1 | uhh american eagle | | 2 | and i guess hollister? | | [1 thing you can't live without] | | 1 | friends and family (i have to put two) | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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